Been a Minute

 So, it's been a minute. 


I wasn't sure if this was actually helping anyone (so leave a comment if you've found yourself here or have a question). 


I'm still not totally sure how much is too much to share... 


And honestly, the thought of writing out about Daring has been overwhelming. Maybe because seizures are still so present and active and unpredictable with him. Maybe because his epilepsy is still unfolding? I don't know. 


I keep a little journal of his seizures for record-keeping/ to try to make any possible connections of things we can do to avoid them and even that puts me back so heavily into them. Reliving them is hard.


But here we are. This is important (?). So, expect some new entries soon.

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